Behind

Ever feel like you are so far behind, yet you seem so far ahead? That is where I am at right now. In getting ready for the school year and all the new tasks it brings as well as getting ready for the busy craft show and holiday season I feel more behind then ever!

We started the year off slow and with some changes to Emmah's meds it has proved to be a HUGE challenge getting back into things. As a mom you want to make things right and fix things for you kids, but as my husband correctly put it sometimes they have to learn it for themselves or they aren't going to learn it! This is very true with Emmah we can only do so much for her and then she has to take charge and lead the way. I feel so challenged by her and frustrated at the same time. After a HUGE meltdown on my part I think I have come to the place I should have been all along...SHE has to figure it out. I can do my part, but the majority of the responsibility is hers and hers alone.

I worry that people won't see her for the bright, spunky, energized, beautiful girl she is and get the wrong idea about her, as her dad said "well that is their loss!" It is their loss, she is so full of life and if they don't take the time to see that then they are missing out on one beautiful person. I hope that things will turn the right direction and that we can lead her to a path where she can be sucessfull.

Times like these I miss my mom...

First Day

Today was a BIG day at our house, the first day of school. Emmah was up and ready to start her day at 6am....I think she was a little bit excited! We surprised the kids with a special breakfast, and it was definitely a hit! I met the day with anxiety and tears, but they greeting it with laughter, excitement and smiles.

Emmah was off and ready for 2nd grade, her Memah would be proud!!

Jake was ready to ride the bus and head off to Kindergarten.

Wordless Wednesday

Don't Sweat the Small Stuff

That was this weekends lesson. I have heard it many times before, but after hearing it again this weekend, I realized how true it is. I mean really is my son going to starve to death or have terrible health if for one meal he doesn't eat any veggies and has 2 hot dogs?? If they drink kool-aid for 3 meals in one day does that mean they are going to have under developed bones for lack of milk? If they have 2 snacks in a day and maybe a little extra dessert does that mean their whole meal is ruined??



NO!! They will be fine, pick your battles and learn to relax. I tell myself this often, as does my husband, but I really need to start taking it to heart. They will grow up just fine, these little changes that are few and far between won't hurt them in any way. All in all I should be thankful for the 2 wonderful healthy kids.

Surf's Up!!

Mommy loves a good theme and had way too much fun planning this party!! There was so much more I would have done, but I'm trying to keep to a budget....overall though, I think it turned out great and Jake said he had a great time!!

The invites.

The party favors!

Food!!!

The dessert! Mmmmmm!

It was a great time with great friends and family, which made for a very happy mommy and a very happy 5 year old!

A Whole Hand

Five years ago today, a beautiful and perfectly chubby little boy was born. He was sweet and cuddly and was so precious! It was a wonderful gift from heaven and I couldn't asked for a better little baby. On this day five years ago Jake Maddux was born at 9lbs 7oz. It was a delightful day, and very hot!

The past 5 years have been filled with fun, laughter, and a few time-outs!! I love you Jake, and can't believe that you are 5 and ready to start Kindergarten. You make me laugh and always keep my guessing. You are kind hearted and gentle. You have a love for your legos, hot wheels, and the pool! Your bright blonde hair makes me smile....when daddy doesn't shave it!! Your very athletic and can't get enough of just about any sport and seem to be a natural at them all. One major accomplishment of the summer is that you have learned to do a cannon ball! Your faces always make me smile and can make a bad day so much better. I love your hugs and when you try to tell a story and have NO idea what you are talking about. I can't wait to see what fun this year will bring us. Thank you for blessing our family! We love you Jake!

Letting Go

Okay most of you who know me, know I am not too spontaneous although I WISH I was! For some reason I am not always able to just let go and let things happen, dance in the rain, get muddy, and just have fun. Well Sunday I decided it was time, as we were in the midst of a downpour and the sun shining I told the kids to get on their rain boots we were going outside!

With no lightning or thunder to be seen or heard, we headed out. Of course the showers stopped, but there were still puddles. Here's to puddle jumping and just letting go and having fun!!