Bittersweet

While the kids are SUPER pumped to head to school, I worry.While the kids dream of all their wonderful mom-free adventures, I'm anxious.While the kids anticipate a great year of great fun, even if it includes homework, I'm apprehensive. Deep down I know this year will be GREAT, but why do I worry...I miss my mom and all the great memories, her great teaching style, laughter and smile. After a rough go last year, I wonder what this year will bring, and although we are in a new place I wonder where that place will take us? I will keep a positive outlook, but my heart is just not ready yet.